Mariono Blanch Autobiography

Hi, Im Mariono im 15 years old and during my 15 years of existence Ive knowledgeable many things Ive also experienced many things, but I also impart surrounded my beliefs around things I was taught. The one major thing that I go by which I call a belief is expressing your emotional states and not holding them in ask for help if you expect it. I say this because I had to learn the hard way and painfulness others while learning. My mom is a single parent she is also evasion attendant so she travels a rotary and I didnt genuinely have a male figure in my life because my initiate left when I was younger so I had a lot of anger in me and I never really said anything.I wouldnt say that I had an attitude but it was wish I was mad at the world I felt like I was being punished for naught so as I got one-time(a) people would bring up my situation overmuch and more. They would ask me questions like are you okay? Are you happy? Should we talk or so it? hence I would be dishonest because I was so determined that I was going to keep a motto me, myself and I. I also would scramble jealous sometimes when I saw happy families together because that feeling turned me kind of bitter. As my teen years started to come the more accomplishments I achieved the more angry I got because I wanted that initiate and son bond time.It started to affect me a lot I started to study different in school, lashing out at people for nothing so of course people started to notice the difference in me. whence people started offering me help and some I didnt level off know so because I stopped talking a lot and one day me and my mom had a disagreement about a box of cereal and then my body rightful(prenominal) permit go and I snapped. It was like I couldnt control myself I was letting so much out over something so low-pitched and once I cooled down I sat down and purview about it and I thought to myself I cant blistering like this.So I ask my mom for some changes so now I liv e with a full figure family a little bother a little sister and I have a dad to talk to and now I can chuck out myself. Sometimes I will think about my past and the choices I made and how I grew up and when I do I just simply talk to someone without being afraid of being judged. I try to spread and help people with my belief as much as I can and I just want to clam up out by saying your body is like a synagogue its a certain amount of everything it can orchestrate originally a reaction come out so you should try to take care of it as much as possible dont leave stress in anger and you ask for help then release it.